Time to forgive and move on.
And when you stand praying, if you have anything against anyone, forgive him, that your Father in heaven may forgive you your trespasses. But, if you do not forgive, neither will your Father in heaven forgive your trespasses.
Something to think about:
So: It may not be what you want to do; but, you know what you need to do ; so you do what you gotta do to make it right.
You feel it in your sleep, so you wake up feeling cheap, because what you sow, you know you reap.